I feel sort of silly asking for prayer over this, but I know I am in need of it. Tomorrow (Oct.31) my wife and I go before our pastor and deacons for final questioning toward me becoming a deacon in our church. Unless I really blow it, I will be ordained on Nov.1. I am extremely nervous about this. Oh, I know I am fine as far as what is being asked of me, but I am nervous about the whole thing. I in no way feel I measure up to the task, but I realize no one ever does. My wife is freaking out as much as I am, too. I am also rather sad, as I was asked to consider this after my dad was in the hospital, so I never got to share this with him before he died. I dearly miss him and wish he could be there this Sunday for the ordination. Please pray for us. We need the peace of god instead of this spirit of anxiety. Thanks you all.