I read the Bible 4 times in different versions KJ, NKJ, NIV, and NASB and couldn't remember anything or understand any. I heard someone who was in this same position and they read a book from Spurgeon called "all of grace." Then I read it and really understand it comes from God. John 14: 25"All this I have spoken while still with you. 26But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you. Luke 24:45 Then he opened their minds so they could understand the Scriptures. 2 Corinthians 3:14 But their minds were made dull, for to this day the same veil remains when the old covenant is read. It has not been removed, because only in Christ is it taken away. One day I was reading the Gospel and cried uncontrollably and my eyes was opened for the first time. It wasn't me it was God. If I know scripture it is because of Him, if I don't it is of my flesh. Has the Lord your God opened your eyes and how was your experience?