To All My Friends in Christ on Baptist Board, Apologies and a humble spirit are in order to all I converse with on this board. This apology centers around the subjects of mental illness, depression, human suffering, and treatments for various conditions. There was a name I called two or three brothers in Christ that had a different position than mine on the subject. I am especially ashamed that Arbo, Righteous Dude, and Seeking the Truth, had to read my posts that went over the edge with these three other individuals. My apologies to all others that saw the posts who I regularly converse with. The moderators were very gracious to me, but made me realize how angry I had gotten over the subject. I have had a struggle with depression since the six way bypass operation. My goal now is to do whatever is necessary restore the relationship and trust I had with all of you. It will not happen again. It is hard to put the rest into words.