I just watched a video about Benny Hinn. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W4t9APdSG30 It was pretty disturbing. Hinn claims that all his miracles are verified. The people which made the video went to crusades with hidden cameras and also asked people which have been there and it was really sick. The obviously crippled, sick people are not allowed to come forward. Only those which are not visibly sick can come up to the stage and claim to be healed. It was so disturbing. There was a woman which had a small daughter which had muscular dystrophy and her daughter had faith to get healed and she wanted to talk to Benny Hinn but they were not allowed and then her daughter told her to let her down and she wanted to walk but she couldn't because she was not healed. I don't understand this. I mean even if Hinn is a false preacher why didn't God simply heal her when she had faith? And what also concerns me is that today there are so many famous christians which are accused of being false prophets and faking healings, also christian evangelists which I know pretty well and which I always thought are okay. And now I ask myself what if they are all fakers? What if none of the miracles are real? What if miracles are not even happening anymore? When you think about this you can become totally paranoid and question everything and become totally sceptical of all christians out there. I have once been to a conference of an evangelist who said the whole time that during the conference the fire of God would fall and then nothing happened and I was totally disappointed. But this evangelist does so much. He goes to Africa and does crusades and risks his life, how can this evangelist be a faker? This wouldn't make any sense at all. If these christians which seem to be sincere cannot be trusted then who can you trust after all? Lying and faking miracles as a christian would be even worse than lying as a non-christian. But I've never seen a miracle I only know the stories and I simply believed them. I have heard so many stories of people in Africa which are healed from HIV and which had lost arms or legs and then suddenly the arms and legs started growing again. I heard these stories and simply believed them because I thought that a christian wouldn't lie but when I see such things I also doubt these miracles which might have been real. This sucks. I think that if you trust a person and then find out that he's a faker and this happens many times then you become so disillusioned that you also won't believe the real ones anymore because you think they're all lying.