Hello all. I need some spiritual advice. I know for sure that there are many qualified people on this board so here goes. I know that my greatest weapon in this world is hiding the Word of God in my heart so why can't I seem to stick with reading every day? Not just reading but studying? I love to read but a couple of years ago I had a skull base surgery to remove a tumor in my inner ear canal and the surgery and anesthetic affected my memory and comprehension. Usually, when I do read I read no brainer stuff and when I do read something important I can't remember the details. I've even gone so far as to say "well, ok, the least I can do is read 1 chapter or 1 verse." I use NIV because it's language is easier. Also since God is love and God (in the form of Holy Spirit)is inside me, why don't I ferverently love others. Somethings wrong in my life. I pray about this kind of stuff all the time. Any advice?