Ever since I can remember, I've been attracted to girls. I believe I chose it, but can't remember when or why I would choose such a thing! I need help fixing myself. I'm 19, and my boyfriend has no idea. He wants to have sex, but I told him I'm waiting until marriage, like God said. There have been times I've wanted to sleep with him to try to fix myself, but decided it's be a bad idea, sinning just to correct another sin. Does anyone know how to help? I've prayed and prayed, but I'm not getting better. Thanks a lot!