When you've sinned and messed up and let's say it's a sin which you've done already so many times then you don't even feel shocked anymore because you've become desensitized to it and then you ask God to forgive you but you don't really feel anything can God refuse forgiving you? Does this mean that it is necessary to make yourself feel really bad and guilty when you ask for forgiveness? Because sometimes I'm scared that I did not feel bad enough when I ask for forgiveness and then I ask again and again until I feel like I've felt enough regret for God to accept that I'm really sorry. What do you think, will God refuse to forgive you if you don't feel sorry enough? Or do you think that if you do a certain sin too often then God might refuse to forgive you because you've simply done it too often and no matter what you say he's through with it?