Okay since my last post almost burned me at the stake I am scared to talk about this subject but it needs to be addressed. I am doing a bible study through my divorce care class (yeah I guess I am taking proactive steps in the right direction in living my life for the Lord) and I am doing a chapter on depression and loss of faith and it points out in 2nd Corinthians Chapter 1 that Paul loses his faith with everything going on around him. [I am worn out from groaning; all night long I flood my bed with weeping and drench my couch with tears. My eyes grow weak with sorrow; they fail because of all my foes. Away from me, all you who do evil, for the LORD has heard my weeping. The LORD has heard my cry for mercy; the LORD accepts my prayer.]Psalm 6:6–9 David also points this out to us in Psalms in several other places as well. In Matthew when Jesus goes to the Garden of Gethsemane to pray my bible puts it into such dramatic words about how depressed He is and finally when He can take it no more He falls to the ground on His face to pray to the Father. My question is this: Do you ever have those times? When strife and opposition are in an issue are so bad that you cant breathe? One of those run to or run away from the cross moments that we all have experienced. The more I have been in the word lately the more I see a totally different picture of Christ and Paul as being more human-like with the emotions and everything I dont know maybe I am crazy but thats how I am seeing it. Am I wrong again?