The last 3-12 months I have put in a number of "mailed resumes" for jobs at a Fundamental university that I think would be a better fit for my abilities, passions, etc.. However I have gotten turned down for every single one of them. I do not understand why as I have met the requirements on 90% of then. I used to work and be a student at this IFB school, and as far as I am concerned I left in good standing. Perhaps they have found more qualified applicants, however after applying to these careers and getting that cold and hard rejection letter, I have still seen many of the jobs on their job website. I know that there is "was" some indifference towards me by some employees at this school, and some of these employees have had contacts among the higher rank faculty. I have completely apologized for my part in the conflict which happened some 3-4 years ago, however the person or persons have chosen to be indifferent and not respond to my apology letter. The Lord convicted me to write a letter after reading the book "When you have been wronged" by Erwin Lutzer. My first response has been to do some open air preaching and or use some confrontational methods with these people. Having completed the Way of the Master basic training course twice, I am well familiar with open air preaching and confrontational methods. But I am not sure I should do this, as the offense is towards me and not God. At the moment I just plan to move on, and take it as a sign God does not want me there. I cannot speak or reason with some of the Fundamentalists as they are stubborn and set in their ways. They hold grudges none the less. What do you say that I should do?