I ask myself what if we christians are way too naive and simply believe everything we read from so called other christians? I remember a scene in my house meeting where somebody talked about the great faith of people like Wigglesworth who healed soooo many people and then she recited a few of his miracles and at the same time she criticized that we don't have such a faith anymore to see such miracles. What if we're living in a dream world? I mean the excuse is always so easy, we simply don't have the faith of these people which are supposed to have healed thousands in the past. It's so easy. We simply don't have the faith. But what if these miracles never happened and were all a lie? Who can prove it? When you think about how many frauds we have today which fake healings then why should it have been different in the past? What if we are taking things as 100% truth and talk about them as if they are a fact and the truth is that maybe they're a lie? When you think about this you can become really paranoid and start to question everything. I think this is a real shame that you cannot even trust the people which call themselves christians. Some christians complain about how sceptical and how unbelieving the people are. Can we blame them for it? I don't think we can, because when you look at these frauds and weirdos on TV you really cannot blame them for being sceptical of miracles. What a shame. This can lead so far that you become so sceptical and paranoid that you also do not believe those christians anymore which are really telling the truth. But how do we know if God is still doing miracles today? How do we know if it's true that in Africa miracles are happening all the time? This is always what you hear from evangelists. In Europe and America God cannot do miracles because the people are so unbelieving BUT in Africa sooooo many miracles are happening. Limbs are growing back, people are healed from aids... and the christians believe it. They believe it all and don't even come to the idea that it might not be true. But how do we know if it's true? Nobody can verify it. But I have heard many stories of people going there after a huge crusade where many miracles are said to have happened and when they got there and asked the people there nobody knew anything about those great miracles.... What if these miracles never happened and the christians in Europe and America live in a dream-world and think that in Africa all these miracles are happening while they are not? Imagine you believe in this stuff and think that God is doing all those things in Africa and then you find out it was all a lie, this might seriously affect your faith.