This year at a Youth Camp called Silver State Baptist Youth Camp I surrendered to be a missionary. The director was talking about Joel, the camp nurses son, who is a missionary to Napal. While the director was talking about Joel conviction suddenly hit me hard and heavy. I could hardly consentrate through the message which, ofcourse, was about giving your life fully to the Lord and serving Him with all of your heart to what He wants. I confronted my youth pastors wife about because I was terrified about where God may put me as a missionary. I am extremely close to my parents and don't want to leave them. Anyway..... I am pretty positive that this is what God wants me to do, but how do I be 100% sure? I am having some doubts about it like 'Could it just have been the pressure of the week/moment that pushed me to this decision?' We have services 3 times a day for 5 days. But then I think that how could I doubt when the conviction was so strong that it consumed my thoughts. How can I be absolutely, positively, 100% sure that it was God all the way and not just the pressure of the moment? Will God reveal it to me that thats what He wants?