I live in a small town. I have gone to church since I was born. I know the Lord and was saved in the third grade. I have gone through my many years as a christian praying for me to let God completly take over and control my life. At times it seems so difficult and I want to hold back at times, but I remember that he gave me this life and I should use it to his glory. Recently I read a book named "Things fall apart" In the book it brought out christian missionaries influencing the Igbo culture. Ever since the date of reading that book it has not been off my mind. Every time I say a prayer it seems to pop up. I have prayed about this issue and feel the lord is calling me to be one of those missionaries. Please write to me words of wisdom, encouragement, or just pray for me and what my future may hold. Go ye therefore and baptize them in the name of the Father, Son and the Holy Ghost; teaching them to observe all things which I have commanded, and lo i am with you always, even until the end of the world.