that I may be in the wrong place here. It seems this forum is a place for fundamental, Particular Baptists who don't believe in free will, or for Baptists-turned-Roman Catholic, or for Charismatics masquerading as Baptists. While I love theological debate and discussion, I don't like constant battles at every turn, or acrimonious ones. I believe so strongly in the position of the first English Baptists and in the freedom of the will, but it seems not many Baptists believe this. Maybe I'll take a break from the forum for a while, or maybe permanently. I've made some good friends here, a couple who are 5-point Calvinists, and I don't mind having discussions with those whose positions are opposite mine, but it seems there is too much anger here sometimes, and yes I have been guilty of it, too. I think doctrine is very important, but when it prevents us from loving our brothers and sisters in Christ, or harms our relationship with each other, that is very wrong. All of us know so very little anyway, despite what we think we know. So, I'm not sure what I'll do. I'll take a while to think about it. God bless all here!