I have been told all my life that I am to be something in the church. Later in life I came to believe that I was to be a Pastor. A lot of people have told me that they believe that I am to be a pastor. I don't know if it is fear or something else but at this point in my life I have lost Gods word and I fear I have lost His Call. I no longer know what he wants me to do. I have prayed many nights and no answer has come. Please help.