I've been having really bad dreams lately. The recent few have been really ingrained in my brain. It's really hard to talk about them but I really want to know why it's happening. A couple weeks ago I had a dream that a man pinned me down and raped me. And then the following week I had a dream that the same thing happened but instead of being raped I was being beat. The other difference in the second dream was that I told the man that I had a disease hoping he would spare me (I do have a disease which effects me physically in real life). I had other dreams that were bad but those two stuck, and the one I had this morning, which I can't really say was a dream. I fell asleep, and a half hour later I woke up, startled because I heard something. I looked streight up at the ceiling and saw a shadow. And I heard music playing, rock music to be specific. And it didn't sound familiar (and I don't listen to rock music). It had no voices just instramental. I thought to myself, who would be playing rock music at this hour? I thought it was coming from out my window, and then it stopped. Now here's the REALLY freaky part. Being a little scared that this was a little out of the ordinary to happen, hearing music out of nowhere waking me from my sleep. Then I felt a touch on my arm. Kind of like a squeeze, I felt fingertips. It lasted maybe 10 LONG seconds. The whole thing from the time I woke up lasted maybe 30 seconds. Freaked out, I started weeping and asking Jesus to protect me. I didn't sleep the rest of the night and waited til the sun came up to finally get up. I kept wondering, how can something like that happen to a saved Christian like me? I have Jesus on my side. And why is God allowing it to happen? Please help. I'll probably approach my pastors with it, and I'll be a little embarrased. I asked my older friend who is wise and told her about the past two dreams that really scared me, and she said your brother is having alot of problems and asked me if he was into pornography and stuff. It's actually getting quite bad with my brother and I'm wondering if there could be a connection like my friend says?