Ok, haven't told anyone, only me and my husband knew about this. I never tell the kids until I find out something really is worng, so they don't even know. The last two blood work I had came back great except for (bad spelling alert) my lyposites were high both times. I've been doing some tsting for a couple of weeks, they thought I had lukemia(probably bad spelling again). I just got the call, I'm fine, not cancer of any kind they can find. Now my doctor will just have to find out why the lyposites are elevated. But I'm probably not dying. My biggest worry wasn't if I was going to die. But now with my daughter in laws mother dying of cancer, my grandchildren wouldn't have a grandmother at all, and only 1 real grandparent (my husband). I didn't want to leave them like that. I thank God so much for letting them keep a grandmother. Grandmothers are important people. I didn't tell anyone here what was going on with us, but wanted to let you know God had answered our prayers, and my prayers were mainly for my grandchildren, and my husband who wouldn't be able to fill in if I were gone.