I am a remarried (to a second husband) wife. I was saved at a young age and followed Jesus for most of my life. However, when I married my first husband, both he and I had fallen away from God. He initiated a divorce, and I complied without complaint. I remarried and now have a daughter with my second husband. I am just recently doing something about coming back to God, and the independent baptist viewpoints I've been researching hit home wih me. But I have questions. Is it too late for me to be an independent fundamental baptist? Would any of the IFB churches accept me now? I have asked God for forgiveness. I know I am not to be a leader in a church because of my sin (are women to have leadership roles regardless?). But am I living in perpetual sin? I want to please God. I am confused if he only sees my first husband as my true husband. Am I to try and reconcile with my first husband? Or do the verses on how women are to treat their husbands, apply for me to my second husband? I would be grateful for guidance on these issues.