A few months ago our oldest dd was struck with a serious illness that has turned our lives upside down. Our happy, healthy, bright-eyed, super smart girl suddenly became almost completely bedridden in a matter of days. I've made some nice friends here at BB, but lately the un-Christian behavior here is just overwhelming. We have open profanity being posted, banned-then-returning members causing discord, trolls taking over some forums, moderators who have not even logged in for MONTHS, and the anger and unkindness is at an all time high. All these reasons, combined with my dd's illness, have caused me to become less than gracious in my own posting. Honestly, the time I've spent here could be better used in reading my Bible and praying. I need to draw closer to God, not get caught up in stupid, petty arguments that do nothing to edify. So, I'm saying goodbye. I may or may not be back, depending on different factors, but for now, it's time for me to leave. For my friends who wish to keep in contact, you may pm me and I can give you my email addy. Thanks.