In my charismatic house meeting I noticed that most of the members sound exactly the same when they speak in tongues, the same style! The same "words". Isn't this really strange? And this is on fluent language. Most of the time they repeat a few "words" over and over again. This doesn't seem real to me. I cannot imagine that this is supposed to be this way. I mean a real language should have variety, it should be fluent. I think I'll never speak in tongues, before I do this stuff I rather leave it because this way I would always feel like I'm only copying others or inventing my own words. Copying such a style is no problem at all. I can also make up words in my mind. I'm really kinda disillusioned with the charismatics. But there also has to be real speaking in tongues out there, stuff which really sounds like a real language. And I'm so sick of these advice like: Just try it! Don't think, just say something. lol! And I stand there and there's nothing and feel totally dumb. No words. Zilch. How can I say something when I have no words? I feel like most charismatics simply feel like they have to speak in tongues and then they simply copy others or make up stuff. I bet there are not many charismatics which could pray in tongues for 30 minutes without always repeating the same words and this is a bit strange in my opinion. A real language should have a lot of variety.