I'm really torn up about this and would love some opinions. I love the church I am a member of. I look forward to every moment I can be there. However, it's small (avg 70 people)so there isn't an abundance of ministries and activities. There is so much ministry work that I want to do therefore I am really tempted by what I see going on at some of the large churches. I would also love to work with a youth program. I am the middle school teacher at my church but I only have one or two kids in my class. I feel like I am betraying my church by even considering leaving but I don't waste my potential if there is something more suited for me elsewhere. Very confused.