I'm not exactly sure what to ask, or how to ask it... I just got off the phone with the Department of Employment Security after spending an hour on hold. My claim had run out and I needed to file for an extension. The lady asked me about what money I had made outside of my unemployment benefits (severance package and pension payout). I wasn't sure of the amounts, and the lady said, "We don't show any record of a pension payout. You will have to call back. We may have overpaid you." My unemployment benefits are our only source of income right now. Through the grace and provision of God we haven't missed a house payment or been late on our bills even though they total more than what I draw. I know God can and will take care of us... but I am scared and extremely worried about this. It seems no one wants to hire a fat 40+ year old man. I have applied to some many places. I have had a couple of glimmers along the way, but none have panned out so far. I know God has something in store for me... I just wish I knew what, where, and when. Please pray for me and my family. Ask God to lead us through this mess and bring us through the other side. I know His plan is best and I am trying hard not to second guess Him... but it is really hard right now.