I am about to be a Senior in College but I found out that I can not continue my degree until I pay off my old school. Turns out it was not paid because of my dad's job situation and my college fund was used to keep a roof over our heads when my dad was out of work. I can not get a loan because my credit is not good enough. I owe about $19,000 and there is no way I can get the money in two months. I have been praying about this but I just can not get any relief. I have been stressing out and I can not tell my dad because he will be furious. Is God against me finishing my degree?! It just seems like everything is falling apart. First this and then I found out that I can not get a newer car because the owner changed his mind about selling me the newer car. I just don't know what to do anymore! I feel like bursting into tears because it seems I can not get a break! I guess my real question is why He would take it away when I was doing so well? I was focused on my school work and rarely goofed off but then I see my peers and they are barely passing classes and partying all the time and they still get to go to school. I am just really frustrated because I don't understand it. In tis world I have been told you don't get very far without a degree and I was trying really hard to complete only to have this happen. I am so lost! Can anyone help me to understand?!