When you have something which you like then do you also get obsessed with hypothetical questions like: Would you give this up for God? I get obsessed with such questions and it's simply terrible. :tear: For example if God asked you to gain 100lbs of fat would you do it? Or would you say no? The worst thing is that I don't know if these questions are from me or from God. How do I know if God wants me to do something or if it's just my own obessive thoughts?