He showed me! actually I was asking the right question, just had to get to my low point before I would listen to the answer. The Holy Ghost Being filled with the Holy Ghost! Not a pentacostal speaking in tongues type, but a Be ye not filled with wine wherein is excess, but be ye filled with the Spirit. Thats what I saw today that is missing. No flash, no running the isles, no jumping the pews (nothing wrong with it...if He's in it) but just be ye still and see that I am GOD! Course' I know I have a fight up ahead since I'm gettin' back on track. That's ok though, long as I stay in the Word & on my knees. Even my squirrel knows something's up! Thanks to all of yuns'....you too Soulman! But espically to my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ!