It’s not about me it’s not about you it is about Christ, Because his mercy endureth forever. Might do a lot of good to go back and read the 136th Psalm. Psa 136:23 Who remembered us in our low estate: for his mercy endureth for ever: Who brought me to my low estate? He did. Why? So that after I followed his command and repented he could show me mercy and get glory out of me. Psa 116:6 The LORD preserveth the simple: I was brought low, and he helped me. I am so thankful that he preserved this simple man and brought me low so that I could see the sorry state I was in, and then led me to repentance.