Imagine there no heaven

I loved that song as a kid. As a kid I did not believe in God and even through my college years I denied him. I had a little stint in high school where some of my faith was found again, but it was lost once more. I fell in love with my girlfriend because of her strong faith in God even though at that time I did not believe in him. Then I found out deep inside the real reason I loved my girlfriend; I found with her assistance that which was lost in my life. I found my first love again, Jesus Christ my savior. It took me a couple years to figure out it wasn't her I really loved so deeply, but Jesus who in his own way was talking to me through her. I always looked forward to seeing her knowing we would do bible studies together, pray, and she would open my eyes again. I always left with a euphoria of love embracing me and I thought it was because of being with her, but it was the love from Jesus that made me happy again once more. I never really knew the love my savior had for me until he came after me to save my life. It is amazing how much my life changed when I came back to Jesus.

Being once one who denied God and poked fun of religion, I have a sincere wish to help those not make the same mistake I once did. I hope to restore their faith and to help them let go of what anger they have toward God that makes them deny him so.