I have a problem. Most christians think Satan can not read our thoughts he can only throw in thoughts. But the problem is that if Satan cannot read our thoughts he also doesn't know what we are thinking about and this means all he could do is throwing in random thoughts but this makes no sense at all. Imagine you are just thinking about what you want to eat and then Satan throws in a thought like: God doesn't love you. This wouldn't make any sense and I have never had something like this. But what I have is this: I think about something and then I get a negative thought which is a direct reply to what I was thinking. To give you an example, let's say I am thinking about a testimony of a christian. And I think about what God has done for him and then I get a thought like: "God loves everybody more than me" then this thought is a direct reply to what I was thinking before, it's as if somebody was talking to me. But if Satan cannot read my thoughts he also doesn't know what I was thinking about and this means that this negative thought can impossibly been from him!!! And this means that all these thoughts are my own thoughts!!! And I have had much worse thoughts than this example which I wrote down here. Sometimes I have really vile thoughts or even blasphemous thoughts as a direct reply to what I was thinking before. If these thoughts cannot be from Satan because of the reasons which I listed then all these thoughts are my own thoughts! Does this mean that I'm kinda disturbed? I mean I don't hear voices but I don't think it's normal to have negative or blasphemous thoughts coming from your own brain. Do you also have this or is it just me?