No this is not a Eucharistic question. I have however been struggling with something that has happened some years ago. I was 15 a new born christian living near the Masaii. I was on a cultural studies program and one of the things I participated in is killing a goat for food and drinking it's blood as is culturally accepted for that tribe. At the time I thought I was ok due to Peter's dream before going to Cornellius' house. However, reading the first church council I find that I've gone against what James proclaimed I should not do. I did not follow the basic rules for gentile believers. Where does that place me?