Just a note and I hope I have not Forumjunked (if I have I ask for clemency due to my hope to reach more friends on this forum). I believed I signed off about two or so months ago because of critical circumstances in my family. I also want to advise you all that for conscience sake I needed to resign the work in Arkansas. I am now working in Indianapolis and struggling to get my life stabilized again with a home somewhere. My wife and I are staying with family there and we are asking the Lord to show us what we are to do next. I have never been in this situation: coasting without a distinct purpose and destination. It can be very unsettling and without much shaking at all we can get very discouraged especially after what we just went through. I will not say openly here on the board but if you would like to know about it so you can pray for us please email me. I just wanted to check in and say hello to you all and say thank you for your concern so far. Your consideration has been like balm for our hearts and we greatly appreciate it. My life verse is Is 43:2 and since the trouble my song has been "Does Jesus Care?" ("Oh yes, I know He cares.") Our trouble is not over yet and the truth is our trouble as Christians will never be OVER until we see our Lord Christ, yet He has succoured us all the way. I have cried a million tears and cried out a thousand times for God to help me and He has been faithful. Our hearts grieve together and we will not give up, we know when this time passes in our life we will be given opportunity to serve again and we hope to stand tall and serve. Which Old Testemant prophet had his wife to die and then on the next morning he was out doing exactly what God had called him to do? We are waiting for our morning as it is still night for us. Take care all, serve the Lord with ferver and remember we see His hand of mercy and hear His voice of cheer. Because He Came to Me Bart.