This is an e-mail I got from a friend who I've been witnessing too. I've been praying for the Holy Spirit to convict her, so she may see the light. I take her to bible studies,(she doesn't drive) She has been going to church occasionaly. She is reading the bible. My question is, Is there anything else I can do for her?? The e-mail: I’m sure that if you really trust Christ - your belief will help you when you leave the world. I do trust Christ. But I think that He told us about “narrow gate” and “only a few find it” not by chance. My opinion is that He meant that you can enter a Kingdom of Heaven when your soul became ready for being there. That means you must not only to do what He advised to do, not only pray “Lord, Lord” but most importantly you must feel like you’re living for God only and totally ready to devote yourself for Him. And it is a long process. Even if I understand what feelings I should sense inside - I can’t keep them under my control so far. I’m too weak. Our life gives us a lot of various tests to check your reaction. So if I still can feel an irritation, grievance and so on – how can I enter the Kingdom of Heaven having such a bad feelings inside? There is the Place for perfect souls. I’m not. God may forgive me all my sins and He will, I’m sure. But He can’t change my soul’s immanence because it would be like interference into my freedom of choice. Also what are we going to do in Kingdom of Heaven? Enjoy nothing doing? I think that the Perfect Souls who forgot about their needs and who really love God and an every person on the Earth work hard for helping us. They come to us and help us until every one here will be “rescued”. I can’t be a God missioner if I know I need to train myself before I can help even a one person. So that why I believe I have more than this short life. It is impossible to make myself perfect. This is only my personal point of view. Maybe you, Barb, can enter Kingdom of Heaven from the first try. I think I’ll do it later. J You can help me in my future life like an angel.