One of my favorite things about being a Baptist is church, and I love the fact that we have two services on Sunday. But lately, it seems I just can't back there for the evening service. I get involved in stuff, family comes over, etc... I enjoy the family time but feel I really should " practice what I preach" and not forsake the assembling . But it is HARD. I always end up feeling guilty afterwards, and feeling like I am not a good Baptist because I " missed " Sunday evening service. I think the pm service is one of the things that " sets us apart" and I love that. I also am grateful that I am healthy enough to attend as many services as I am offered in any given week, and that ( so far) I live in a country where I am ALLOWED to go to church twice on Sundays. There may come a day when we are so restricted, or that the sunday evening service attendance is down so much that pastors my just eliminate the pm service all together. That would make me feel even worse. This is a constant battle for me. I go through phases where I go to PM service for a while, then I don't go for while. What is wrong with me? Am I being selfish? Dis honoring to the Lord? I will admit I am in church for sunday pm service more in the spring and summer and fall, but the winter, many times I just cant bring myself to go back on a Sunday. What should I do?