As a child of nine, I was sexually abused for five months resulting in 20 years of spiritual darkness, emotional confusion and relational dysfunction. Why 20 years and no healing? I am a Baptist pastor and who does the pastor tell when he is hurt...especially in this way. The way out of the darkness? Tell a trusted friend. That's how I got out...you can, too. Check out my website www.abstinencepastor.org Now, not only has God healed me, he has given me my marriage and family back and a great new ministry!