I am somewhat struggling trying to figure out how trying to discover God's will for your life falls in line with predestination. I suppose I can understand it in hindsight. But when faced with the choice of actively attempting to pray and search for God's will, versus just waking up and going about your life thinking if it is predestined, it will occur.... I don't get it. Should one struggle with spiritual matters, trying to find God's will, or just let life flow?