Are you suffering for the sake of the gospel? If not maybe you will want to examine yourself to see if you are in the faith. You know Jesus suffered as did Paul, Daniel, Joseph and others in scripture. The more we become like Christ the more the world will hate us so keep becoming like Christ. You want to suffer? Go to your city street or neighborhood and go press people to the point that they will go straight to Hell unless they repent and believe. You will suffer. Or go write letters to all the apostate false pastors in your area to get on with the biblical program. You will suffer. There goes another moment gone forever. Go share your faith while you still have time.