I always hear this "Jesus is the same" stuff, but if he is the same why are christians not all healed? Many people simply say that when Jesus was here he healed everybody and he never said "No, I don't want to heal you" to anybody and this means he wants to heal everybody. Then why are there christians which are sick? Once I wanted to be healed after reading a book about healing from Kenneth Hagin. I claimed my healing just like he described it in his book but after a short while I became insecure. To prove to myself that I have faith I threw away my medicine but I did not get healed. It was just terrible. My faith didn't profit from this. Why was I not healed? Did I simply not have enough faith? But many christians say getting healed is as easy as getting saved. If I obviously do not have enough faith to be healed then how do I even know wether I have enough faith to be saved? You notice if you're healed or not, this is something you can see and you know if it worked or not. But you don't notice if you really got saved and wether your prayer worked or not, what if I only think I'm saved but just like I didn't get healed back then I also didn't get saved cause my faith was not enough?