Take responsibility for yourself. You are the one that claimed you have a virtual mission field in your own back yard. You are making senseless attacks on others as though you have some omniscient insight that makes you judge and jury to condemn others for not doing what you have no way of knowing. As for myself, you have no idea of my circumstances, if you knew, you would be ashamed to make that accusation against me.
What accusation are you accusing me of? You know Bib, I accuse you of nothing...that's something going on in your own head...deal with that. We all have our crosses to bare. And these are the trials that make us stronger,more empathetic, more resilient. God comes to us all disguised as our lives, and that's probably where we didn't want to be...it disrupts us, causes untold trials and tests our hearts. Just look at this board...depression, sickness, divorce, job loss, floods, national disasters to name a few but we have to trudge on ...hopefully with more empathy because as believers we are shown how to do it by our Lord.
And yes,you are correct...my mission field is my home. My wife, my son, my neighbor's all need Christ and I am joyful that God has revealed that to me. I hope you find joy and be not afraid to announce it to the world...to the refugees, slum dwellers, prisoners, angry prophets. Now and then we must even announce it to ourselves.
So in this cynical and sophisticated age of sin, we believers continue to cry out..Come Lord Jesus.