Some years ago, I started to have an episode of anxiety and intrusive thoughts, religiously themed, about once or twice a week, going on for several months, until my medication was properly adjusted. Then, after some number of months, after my medication was changed again, I began to have similar symptoms, though perhaps they were relatively less severe. Nonetheless, I keep having an episode of anxiety and intrusive thoughts once or twice a week, preventing me from focusing without tremendous effort, and from praying to God without the same, interrupting my prayers, and attempting to confuse me about the identify of God, and the identity of other being(s), making it impossible for me to relax, all until the symptoms subside after I take my evening medication, which do not seem to prevent me from having symptoms throughout the day. Occasionally, I have found relief by doing deep-breathing, but it does not seem to always work, possibly because I find it difficult to do so properly for the necessary amount of time. Also, sometimes I have an intrusive thought, making me afraid to do the deep-breathing.
Does anyone else go through this? Can anyone relate? Am I being attacked by evil spirits, or is there something wrong with my brain?
Please pray for me, that I will not experience these symptoms whatsoever ever again.
Does anyone else go through this? Can anyone relate? Am I being attacked by evil spirits, or is there something wrong with my brain?
Please pray for me, that I will not experience these symptoms whatsoever ever again.
