All I am saying is that "something" causes you to perceive it as true or to cause you to like it or think it's important. We used to sing a chorus in church that went something like "I have decided to follow Jesus,"(repeat), then "No turning back, no turning back". I used to love that song and believe it is scriptural and theologically sound. You do decide and with your will. But go back, before your decision. What made you think that Jesus is valuable enough or worth following? There, at that point is where supernatural drawing or enlightenment is at work.