I do hope God calls you to teach His Word, and preach the gospel of His Grace. I hope however you find in His Word, if you are called to be the "head" of a church, you'll understand it is not He that did the calling.Mary Diana Lynn Harper said:if God calls me to teach His Word or preach His Word, no matter what anyone says, I will teach His Word, weather in a church or at my home. When God calls you, He ordains you not man or church, but God. That peace of paper you put so much faith in is just that a peace of paper.